Flashback : 8th December 2008....

          Fine day.. Sunny and not too hot in my opinion. Today i woke up quite early, about 7 am i think... Laze around for a while and get myself clean up for the day.. I went back in to my room and grab my bible and opened this small book of mine. It is a note book given to me by Ben 3 years back. What i like about this book was the front cover, "God's Messages". Usually when i do some random thinking, i will jolt something down in that notebook. So, as i turn the page i saw this personal sharing of mine in there. I always love it everytime when i read it. It happens when i was kinda lazy that day in my room... Looking at the wall and saw this group of ants... I cant help it but stares at them the entire time... Not long after that, i brought my lazy ass up and took that notebook and start pouring some thoughts of mine in. Here is what i wrote 3 years back.....
          "10.42 am   ........................................  8/12/08
     Was looking at the ants one day in my room. I noticed that the ants only choose one path for them to go forth and back. If we looked at it closely, there are no road or line there for them to "walk/crawl(whatever)" but they always managed to stay in line no matter how the line goes. Either by group or solo, they stick to one route only. I've been noticing it for so long that it makes me think of something. In our journey with Jesus, we create a lot of road for ourselves. We got separated everywhere. He provided us with one nice and bright road but still sometimes we tend to go astray. He has make it easy for us and gave us one simple order.. Follow this road and it will lead us to Him. But still many of us never obey but create our own road which we don't know if it will lead us to Him or not... Cause in our road, we do not have the foundation to keep our road strong and smooth but for some they might make it. Sometimes, we liked to do things in our own way that we eventually get lost and the most dangerous part is that we might can't find our way back. But the good thing about our Lord is, His road is the brightest among all. So no matter how far we are, or how lost we can be.... just find the brightest light there and it will lead us back to Him............................. Which road are we walking now? How do you feel about your own road? Ask more about it..............."
          This is what i wrote back then. I'm a deep thinker myself. I think a lot most of the time even when you are talking to me. I liked to observe and see things around me. See the world around me... I don't know why but that is what i do most of the time. When there is a question or sharing... I liked to link it to my own life. It makes me easier to understand it in my own words and ways. I know that sometimes i might not make any sense but that is how i think it is. It's like this sharing that i wrote up there, i used my own imagination to make it out as words. After i wrote this, i opened the bible and John chapter 14 was on my mind. Reading through it and i think few verses that caught my attention can be use here for this sharing. Most of the time we are worry about ourself. We worry about many things...almost everything to be honest.... But in this chapter Jesus told us not to worry. He asked us to believe in Him. He will prepare everything for us. All we need to do is to believe in Him. That road there, He build it and asked us to just follow it and it will lead us to Him. Believe in Him and we can do greater things in life. There is no need for us to find alternative... He prepared it.... and all we need to do is just follow it.... That simple and thats it... We do what He do and you'll see the fruit out of it. Relate it to anything thats happening in your life... Trust me that in the Lord, we find peace in our heart. There is nothing greater than Him. Amen? Although sometimes we might think that what we are doing or trying to say doesn't make sense at all, but believe me, He understand it.... Eventually everyone will get it... He will work everything out in His own way and in His own time. =)