While listening to "What are words by chris medina", i'm kinda dreaming and thinking.. not very specific on what was it but i'm sure that i'm thinking of something. Future.. Words.. Relationship.. Me.. Family.. Friends.. all of this is part of it. This few days i'm kinda feeling lost for a while at home. Every morning i woke up at 8.30am... Well, that's what i usually do when i was still at work... Something that you constantly do everyday for half a year and suddenly after you resign, it seems that you lost something. You will opened your eyes and wondering if you should continue to wake up like usual or just let it be and continue your sleep. It does feel awkward for a while but slowly everything will be back to normal.. In this few days i kept thinking and asking myself what i wanna do now? What's next? What shall i expect next? What i want next? bla... and bla... Have you ever experience it? Basically im not sure of everything right now... It does not sound good right? But well that's the truth. I'm trying to put myself together and try to make a wise and good decision for myself. Trying to pray and asking for help. I was never good at making decision to begin with. Always follow my instinct and usually won't expect much in return but usually i will try to enjoy the whole process of it and make it a memorable one.
- random of all randomness-
Too many what's.
ReplyDeleteDon't need to think so much. :))))